like i told umai, today we are 7 year olds instead of 17 year olds. just for today. haha! or at least until we left west coast park.

yess! today was our outing to WCP!!!!! and although we were only there for 2 hours before it started to rain, it was funnn! we played at the flying fox thingey (although we had more fun trying to climb the ropes. it was fun okayy! i loved it i climbed the entire deal again twice. or was it thrice?). and a bunch of other stuffs that included a lot of climbing. and we managed to play with the slide.

BUT we couldn't find any swing, so it was kinda sad. we also thought of going go-karting, but the adventure playground made us forgot about that. but seriously, it was so much fun just running around and climbing stuffs and everything. we had fun with shoes and without shoes. haha! it didn't matter cos the sand still hurts. ouchhh.

yayyayyy! then after that we went to lot 1 to have a late lunch. i had some cheesy mushroom baked pasta while umai had some chicken orleans baked rice. then her secondary school friends turned up and they were seated beside our table. and then umai said she saw her juniors at the mrt and then there was an etire episode of crazy waving going on. haha!

and oh, did i mention that umai and i were like dozing on-off throughout lunch? we were like, ehh, aku ngantuk lahh. haha! and then we chatted about a lot of random stuffs. mostly about food. haha! see, we talk about food even when we're eating.

i realise now that i fell in love with you since years ago. all those times when i was jealous of your girlfriend for no reason, and all those times i can't see anyone else in my future except you. can't believe i took this long, but now i realized and accepted the fact.

@ 7:34 AM

i don't like feeling confused and lost. i really don't. cos it's very very frustrating. and it's like, you want to do one thing but you can't. but when you thought of not doing it, then you wish you could. and if you don't catch my drift, that's fine. i am just confused with a huge C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D.

anyway, i seem to have taken a liking to Delta Goodrem's I Can't Break It To My Heart. i know, complete randomness. the only time i liked her was during her duets with Brian McFadden (anw, what's up with him? he totally has no news) and Westlife. but now i think ICBITMH is kinda nice and meaningful. oh wells.

to be honest, i'm ploughing through my CD collection for Westlife's songs. i'm too lazy to try to look for their songs on youtube. doinks. go westlife go! although you're now technically a manband, you lads will always and forever be my most beloved boybands ever.

and the official no.1 Westlife song as voted by the fans is: Flying Without Wings. one of my personal faves as well (:

@ 8:17 AM

i've come to a conclusion that i'm more addicted to writing than reading. MUAHAHA. which explains why i've launched myself into (and uploaded) Scars Are The Notes Of Love, a sequeal to Piecing The Shattered Dragon, which is a sequeal to Dik, which is in turn a sequeal to Blood Brothers. cutee. from a trilogy, now it has expanded to four stories. and i think four stories are enough for a series. hahaha.

i wanna go out and hang with my primary school members lah seyy. umai and i were discussing about it, and we thought that maybe we could ring them up and get them to meet up for lunch or something before the JCs start. (and you lucky poly peeps have until april. rawrs.) oh wells. let's see how that goes.

i discovered that The BodyShop has a new scent called Moroccan Rose, and needless to say, i'm in love with its velvety scent. although i still wish i can have Kate Moss's Velvet Hour. the latter is the best, and just how i liked it: rich, musky scent. not too light, not too heavy.

and my gum is still hurting. rawrs. and it's more tiring when you can only chew on one side of your mouth.

okay, i'm off to continue watching Krishna Cottage on Vasantham. that's probably the first real Hindi thriller i've watched since Bhool Bhulaiya. then tonight i can't wait for the next episode of Cinta Fitri 3! i am so mad at si Sadako Mischa balakutak belakaciprut. grrrrr. her villainous plans are so flawless.

and i have another ambition: to be a scriptwriter!

@ 12:48 AM

Mindcafe was a blast! muahahaha! anw, today was finally outing day with umai! rid and wan couldn't make it cos of work commitments (asalkan korang jgn curi2 makan sudah), and then zan couldn't make it as well. dika, uhh... i have no idea whether he got my sms or not. but whatever. anw, me and umai still went ahead with the plan.

but before that, we dropped by Starbucks civic cente to fulfill our uhh.. dare to down half an espresso shot each. the waitress warned us that we probably won't be able to sleep tonight (and the waiter just laughed. okay. like i said, we are crazy). so we did down the espresso shot. umai found it bitter uber bitter. i found it bitter, but i quite like it. i was tempted to get another shot, actually. haha! i am nuts. don't listen to me.

okay, so after that we mrt-ed to raffles place to get to boat quay. apparently the espresso shot made me sleepy instead of awake. doinks. anw, reached boat quay, and then we searched for mindcafe. we saw warung m. nasir along the way, so we planned to lunch there after 2 hours of boardgaming.

mindcafe was fun fun fun! our host was jordan, and he was super helpful! he recommended games for us, and even taught us how to play and the tactics for the games! i had so much fun playing the taxi game, and also a bunch of other games. muahaha! omg, it was so so fun! and i liked the place and the workers. they're so friendly! i am definitely heading back there one day. i must!

after that we headed to warung m. nasir and ate nice food. doinks. seriously, how can you turn down rice with lemak pucuk ubi, begedil, sambal paru and asam pedas? and we were hungry, so we finished 95% of the food. muahaha!

mrt-ed home, and in the train we were uhh.. babbling about a lot of things and half asleep at that. and we both came to the conclusion: espresso doesn't keep us awake. they make us sleepier than ever.

our next target outing? Disney On Ice Princess Wishes! hehehe. i know you know we know why kan umai? kan kan kan? hehehe.

okay, i'm outzing. peterpan's concert is coming up on tv!!
but oh, did i mention that i am now addicted to Taufik's KepadaNya and Nafasmu?

i'm trying so hard to get over all this. but every passing day is making it much more difficult to deny that i'm falling for you.

@ 6:59 AM

yoohoo! went to NP's open house today with girlfriend umai! and boy, was it uhh... chaotic. for us. muahaha.

we reached clementi at around 1245, and intended to go to the mosque. but we had no idea what bus to take. SO we ended up strolling all the way to the mosque, which was located opposite West Coast Court. we rock, oh yeah! this just proves that we are streetwise. and of course, after the zuhur prayers, we headed back to clementi mrt (by bus, nonetheless) and then took the shuttle bus to ngee ann. we reached there at around 2, quickly grabbed the goodie bag and headed for the School of Film & Media Studies. and my conclusion? i am seriously considering studying there. everything just felt in place for me. muahaha.

afterwards we went to JP with the hopes of consuming unagi (bukan uTagi ehh umai) and takoyaki, but alas the stall was closed. so she had yong tau foo and i went for seafood ramen. then we were happily wanting to go to science centre, until it dawned on us that it might be closed. heheh. so off we headed back to woodlands.

best part there? we were already on our way to starbucks when umai suddenly thought of going to RP. so we headed back. but it was already 5.15 by that time. so we uhh.. had a game of coin toss at wdlds mrt to decide whether to head there or not, and the answer was to nongkrong at starbucks. muahaha. so off we went to starbucks, nongkrong-ed there until around 5.45 with umai's uhh.. frequent squealing of wanting balloons. muahaha. she's nuts. afterwards we went to cwp, and uhh.. again, we did a lot of crazy things at metro and kiddy palace. at least, umai did. i egged her on. MUAHAHA. what they are shall remain a secret. hehehehe.

and uhh.. aside from all that, i think i ran into someone. at least, i think i did. oh wells. muahaha. i am so random.

@ 6:00 AM

and thus the announcement has been made: the 2008 O Level Results would be released on 12 January 2009 at 2pm.

technically, i'm not scared. yet. at least. -frowns- my reaction is usually inhibited regarding these kind of things. to phrase fangirls about Seto Kaiba, it's not insanity; it's selective reality.

BUT I AM SCARED FOR IT! in a way. -fika starts drumming fingers on keyboard for no reason-

anw, i'm in the midst of watching Cinta Fitri 3. MUAHAHA! Oma is once again making things soo interesting today. and serves Mischa right!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! rasain loe ceciput!

and so far my current fanfic is doing pretty well. it just makes me so happy, y'know, to be able to make people happy! and it definitely liven up my mood after realising that Derby beat MU 1-0. it's okay. we can overturn the deal at OT. because unlike a certain club -pts to a blue london team- Old Trafford is still our fortress (: Keep the flags flying in Stretford End y'all!

what else? oh yes, i now have a new list of favourite players. names that remain include Ryan Giggs, Paul Scholes, Wayne Rooney, Kaka and Alessandro del Piero. names that have been added on are Roman Pavlychenko (I swear, i can't spell his name), Jonny Evans, Danny Welbeck and thanks to Tottenham's win over Burnley, Jamie O'Harra!! muahahaha! if you're going "she's got no taste", then you're wrong! muahaha! cos i like them cos of their skills. so that means i've got good taste, right?

AND THERE'S SATURDAY SHOWDOWN!!!!!!!!
the red of Manchester United to take on the blue of Chelsea.
and where is it held? O-L-D T-R-A-F-F-O-R-D

i haven't sat down and enjoyed football for a long time. let's hope the match will live up to its billing! viva la futbol!

@ 5:53 AM

*thrust the Beautiful Game flag high up in the sky* VIVA LA FOOTBALL!

okay, pardon my extreme randomness. it's just a wonderful feeling to know that Man Citeh was kicked out 0-3 by Nottingham Forest. two goals in 4 minutes! i had to restrain myself from yelling in delight when i heard it on BBC WS. muahahahaha! no surprise guessing which club i love to bits!

anyway, on a more serious note, i have this to say and reinforce: i HATE terrorism of any form. it doesn't matter who does it or for what reason. there is absolutely no substantial reason to risk the lives of innocent people. it doesn't matter if they're good or bad people. technically, these people haven't wronged these terrorists directly. so what right do they have to kill off these people?

this feeling just got reinstated within me after the Mumbai hotels attack in december 08. when news broke out that a Singaporean was one of the casualties, it broke my heart, and it just made me hate these terrorists more. and recently the attacks by Israel on the Gaza strip.

we have World Peace Day and what not. but why aren't they changing the world? everyone keeps saying they're striving for world peace. but with every passing year we witness more violence than we can contemplate.

sometimes i just wish that for once, everyone can put aside prejudices about race and religion and just stand united together and defeat terrorism. it's not an easy task, but i know and i believe it is possible. it can be done!

all of us are human beings with feelings and families. it doesn't matter if you're white, black, hispanic, Asian, Christian, Muslim, Jew et cetera. who cares?! all our blood are red in colour, isn't it? there's no discrepancy in your ethnicity. there's no such things as a superior race or group.

ALL HUMANS ARE EQUAL.
AND ALL PEACE-LOVING HUMANS SHOULD STAND FIRM AND DENY TERRORISM FROM TAKING ROOT AND STORMING THIS WORLD.

pass the message on.

@ 6:56 AM