although i'm sick, i can't bring myself to sleep.

cos i know that the moment i close my eyes, i'll see you. and then i'll remember how much i miss you.

are the feelings still there or are you over it?
was it all on my part?

it hurts to have all this uncertainty around.

do you know what goes through my heart and my mind each time when i see you, and each time that i don't?

@ 10:59 AM

quite a late announcement, but FAIZAL MADE IT THROUGH TO SINGAPORE IDOL TOP 12!!!!!!!!!!!

mai and i were like jumping up and down when we heard the news. okaylah, not literally. but we were happy for him. really.

and we've also decided to revoke our nickname for him back in primary school. for the moment. muahahah!
see, we are that nice.
except that we've been wanting to go down to the roadshows but just can't find the time. she has drama, i have promos (currently i'm running away from a date with an entire lineup of dead Soviet leaders. it's really scary)
takpelah ehh faizal. no diff also. heheh. see you at ntuc - soon, maybe. hahah.

but despite his smooth performance on wednesday's piano show, i thought he could have done better? hahah. i dunno.. there's something he's not bringing out yet. but i'm sure he'll improve by the next round lah.
see, i have that much faith in you.

okay, whatever. let's just get back to Gorby.
i am so screwed for promos..

@ 10:08 AM